I’ve spoken a lot about goals and intentions – which I think are so important when trying to steer your life and your mind in a certain direction. I want my direction to be towards a better version of myself. Someone who doesn’t wallow in their circumstances, but tries to look on the bright side. Someone who wants to make the best of things. Someone who chooses to focus on the light.
I don’t want to be in this dusty old darkness anymore. I don’t want to sit around in a fog of self-pity. I want to feel alive, ready for life. I want to shake my depression off and move forwards.
I want to be able to laugh at myself. How ridiculous is it that this all happened to me? What were the chances of it? It shouldn’t have happened, but it did, and I want to stop taking it all so seriously and just laugh at life.